as close to ready as possible.
Granted, I always feel ready in the morning with a good cup of coffee, but still, I should allow these moments to feel real, even if they happen circularly rather than consistently, right? Right?

Also! I have no idea who still reads this blog, especially due to the huge hiatus I took from tumblr a while back (my followership dropped a couple thousand, lol) but if anyone is still down to support my silly endeavor to be a multitasking art freak, let me know! I am willing to admit that I need support through this coming of age confusion.

I’ve been really big about instagram lately, because it’s more immediate for me to use and interact with back to all you interwebs people, primarily cause I seem to always be checking my phone. 

my username is @brianignacio! most of my sketches and updates concerning art happen there! I’m gonna announce something real soon, and I always seem to say that, but hopefully I’ll be able to pull through this time!

Happy Saturday, y’all!

Where feelings go;
Especially the kind where your heart feels like it’s throwing a fiesta in your chest, gushing euphoria and whatever else through your veins, so much so that you can’t contain it anymore and you feel like you’re going to explode, but by a miracle you don’t, because the happiness finally makes sense in the same way that looking at their fingers curled into yours, does. 

And then all of a sudden it’s gone.

Where does it go?
Are we supposed to find it again? How is that possible when you were once sure that that was all you ever wanted. 

i have no idea how i used to be so prolific with updating everything; it feels more like a chore now.

but i do know that for me, personally, writing things down helps keep my internal self in check. i need to refind balance again!

but in the end, isn’t that the same thing? the only thing you can hope to do is find the questions where you can make up your own answers, and understand also that there is no guarantee that those answers will carry clout further than the second they are realized.